do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me
“Sometimes you have to be silent as no words can express what you’re feeling deep inside.”— Unknown
(via surqrised)
have you ever felt like you really want to talk about your feelings but at the same time it’s like “nah no thank you, i’m okay”
(Source: suspention)
it’s okay to admit you were the toxic one. it is okay to admit you were sick. learn to grow from it.
my soul feels sick and i wish i knew what to do
(Source: bellemused)
a gentle reminder that you did well this year. you met new people, learned new things and felt new feelings. you did so many things that made you scared. you picked yourself up off the floor after feeling completely defeated or heartbroken. there were some really tough nights but you survived them all. you made people happy just by existing. you accepted many goodbyes but the serendipitous meetings made up for them. it was your own hard work that paid off but you always downplay it or compare yourself to others. that’s not fair on yourself. you’ve come so far from the first day of this year. you have more wisdom and strength now. yes, other people seem more “successful” but does that even matter? please don’t think so lowly of yourself to only think about your failures. 2018 was your year of growth. I hope you take a moment to be kind to yourself, and believe that 2019 will be even better.
depression after years of having it isn’t even sadness it’s just being exhausted and being allowed one (1) emotion a week and sometimes your brain is like “die” and you’re like “shut up brad”
(Source: darthvcder)