Why are you so spoiled? I read a lot. You have everything I don't and you choose to be sad? Ungrateful for your beautiful appearance and for what you already have.

I don’t know anon, why am I so spoiled? And I am grateful, that’s why I’m doing everything I can to maintain things as they are. 

Because I’ve seen what happened when I try to let people help me and it ended up in disaster.