Just another seventeen year old girl, dwelling on Earth and just trying to get through the day. And..I guess here’s my life. Enjoy :) . I don’t promote any self-harming or eating disorders or anything of that sort. rm_f1st('0','188','true','false','000000','9nxnvjvs278','true','00fff6');Tumblr (3.0; @beautifulluminescence)http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3b703b32b35ec1c121ae6fc5a66c52b2/tumblr_mf5lexlWge1r8mmrfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50698695748http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50698695748Fri, 17 May 2013 22:46:13 -0400<p>It&#8217;s been a while since I felt this way.</p>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50630444707http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50630444707Thu, 16 May 2013 23:59:51 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvd09gr6Zc1qdd5poo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50614728305http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50614728305Thu, 16 May 2013 20:29:49 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/41184c2b287e0bef1442bcc1cf2994f0/tumblr_mkjc4bqvdM1qjajhoo1_r1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50556415600http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50556415600Thu, 16 May 2013 00:29:59 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/258755651ee5f1d3775c4fed6db4168b/tumblr_mmudruDz0S1s8k4j7o1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50556221490http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50556221490Thu, 16 May 2013 00:26:39 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/86cabfc69e668fe8afb883b921fe000b/tumblr_mmbqlohRwx1r35y2lo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://secret-paranoia.tumblr.com/post/49845841074/http-secret-paranoia-tumblr-com">secret-paranoia</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://secret-paranoia.tumblr.com"><a href="http://secret-paranoia.tumblr.com">http://secret-paranoia.tumblr.com</a></a></p> </blockquote>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50554520842http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50554520842Wed, 15 May 2013 23:58:53 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/89d17a0facef4b51db20cca4232defb6/tumblr_mmve9sxVL31r0x0xso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50549134222http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50549134222Wed, 15 May 2013 22:44:16 -0400cuttingdepressionhopelesspainsadnessanimediehurtb&willustrationuglyboyworthlesscutedepressivedeathgirlemptysuicidalwannafatkawaiilostsadtired<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/859ed74cf95ed7773f28f195ce6f9dc5/tumblr_mmve3zhcNF1r0x0xso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50548846256http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50548846256Wed, 15 May 2013 22:40:47 -0400cutefriendspeoplequotestextstiredwords<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a7ea100c14bc1a96f8c44e2bf1bc2dd5/tumblr_mmve3osNXE1r0x0xso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50548830124http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50548830124Wed, 15 May 2013 22:40:36 -0400alonebrokendifferentliarregretsbeing let downcutdepresseddepressionfatgive me lovegirllet gomove onsadnesssuicideheaveni miss youtiredtruehurtlonelylostscarssadtextweirdnot good enoughno one understandwanna die<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/23930d68833d0130b44b4d7126a95c5a/tumblr_mmve15pBmn1r0x0xso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50548704982http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50548704982Wed, 15 May 2013 22:39:05 -0400lovemequotescrash too hardfall too fastcare too muchforgive too easysad<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbccoutZPV1rdkn28o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://distortedmindsandbutterflies.tumblr.com/post/48404575335/skinnying-up-fuck-weight">distortedmindsandbutterflies</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://skinnying-up.tumblr.com/post/48393541117/fuck-weight-take-your-time-im-only-dying">skinnying-up</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fuck-weight.tumblr.com/post/45152192436/take-your-time-im-only-dying-youre-not-fat">fuck-weight</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://take-your-time-im-only-dying.tumblr.com/post/35183157588">take-your-time-im-only-dying</a>:</p> <blockquote> <blockquote> <ul><li>“you’re not fat just <strong>curvy</strong>.”</li> <li>“you’re not fat but <strong>you can use a little toning</strong>.”</li> <li>“<strong>you’re not too thin</strong> and you’re not fat either you’re <strong>just right</strong>.”</li> <li>“you’re <strong>looking healthier</strong>.”</li> <li>“you look like you’re <strong>eating more</strong>.”</li> <li>“you’re skinny but <strong>you don’t look anorexic</strong>.”</li> <li>“i’ve <strong>lost so much weight</strong> this week and im <strong>not even trying</strong>!”</li> <li>“<strong>i keep forgetting to eat</strong>.”</li> <li>“you’re so <strong>lucky</strong> i wish i could be <strong>naturally thin</strong> like you.”</li> <li>“i just realized i’ve <strong>only eaten one meal a day for over a week</strong> now.”</li> <li>“can we please please please switch bodies!” (<strong>when the person is significantly bigger.</strong>)</li> <li>“you’re lucky you’ll <strong>never have to worry about dieting</strong> like me, you’re so skinny!”</li> <li>“how can you <strong>eat so much</strong> and never gain any weight?”</li> </ul></blockquote> </blockquote> <p>“you’re not fat but you’re not skinny either”</p> </blockquote> <p>“You’re not that bad yet, you know… I was worse”</p> </blockquote> <p>“One anorexic I met weighed 62 pounds! You’re fine.”</p> </blockquote>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50463259479http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50463259479Tue, 14 May 2013 21:30:19 -0400<p>I don’t know anon, why am I so spoiled? And I am grateful, that’s why I’m doing everything I can to maintain things as they are. </p> <p>Because I’ve seen what happened when I try to let people help me and it ended up in disaster. </p>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50454726723http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50454726723Tue, 14 May 2013 19:38:25 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d7942761f1755d4c68e5905f9381fc93/tumblr_mfw0n15uiA1r4xpb7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://daintywings.tumblr.com/post/41266389775/will-grayson-will-grayson-john-green">daintywings</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em>Will Grayson, Will Grayson</em> - John Green </p> </blockquote>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50454520127http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50454520127Tue, 14 May 2013 19:35:34 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4957b40a109b01501a08c8dbf9482720/tumblr_mkant12ekk1r620qko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50403059508http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50403059508Tue, 14 May 2013 01:28:59 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdg3l4PNuE1r5kgm8o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50403053748http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50403053748Tue, 14 May 2013 01:28:52 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4a4bea180faed26c86da38d61b4ccbcc/tumblr_mmrc6jkUgs1r0x0xso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370858996http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370858996Mon, 13 May 2013 18:08:43 -0400animecouplekawaiicutelove<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/50546c23ffd3a3d804f5968bdf86a6d9/tumblr_mmrc5lLJtt1r0x0xso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370815332http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370815332Mon, 13 May 2013 18:08:08 -0400animechihirocutemagicmovieanime movieel viaje de chihiro<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4f2f7901225115a34358bbf17a188b9d/tumblr_mmrc5c32Mq1r0x0xso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370803889http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370803889Mon, 13 May 2013 18:08:00 -0400adorableanimeblack and whitecoupleboycutegirllove<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/689f0a543bd68d7ecf763d17da3a0846/tumblr_mmrc408EGW1r0x0xso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370742261http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370742261Mon, 13 May 2013 18:07:11 -0400amazingstyleanimaldressHotlovebeautifulpandawonderfulblack and whiteoldprettysexyblondehairboycoolphotographyquotecutetextdreamsfashionfriendsgirllifephoto<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a824e21f52e09e2d879715a980e8d204/tumblr_mmrc3r6G9J1r0x0xso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370731863http://beautifulluminescence.tumblr.com/post/50370731863Mon, 13 May 2013 18:07:03 -0400adorablebeautifulblack & whitenaturewonderfulamazinggorgeouskittyanimalkittenawesomecubnicebabycatcoolphotographycutefabulouslovelymarvelouslittlephotosweet♥